enthused

i feel weak when i see her. i feel soft when im with her. i feel helpless and insufficient when she holds my hand. i feel absolutely insecure when she doesnt call. i feel lonely when im sitting at home thinking about her. i feel retarded when we're alone. i get speechless when i stare into her eyes. i melt when she smiles back. i want more but i know i shouldnt expect more. im desperate when i smell her. i get numb when her heads on my shoulder. i get sick when i stutter on wat to say. i feel faint when she walks away. i feel happy when i think about the day. i feel absolutely ecstatic when im walking towards her. i want her. i have her. im enthused.